aloha

 Well that is i.  blogs are narcissistic, however as well as that; i am also neurotic- therefore i thought this would be an interesting way to assist my brain in cataloguing my ever so embarrassing, yet all over the place happenings. meanderings and creations.

how would anyone sum themselves up in a short enough paragraph so that ones attention span doesn't get pushed too hard? well here i am going to try. (keep in mind that life within ones own head is much different than how you fit into other lives). ill try not to get all big and profound on this or else i might end up in the middle of no-where.

aside from the fact that i hold down a minimum wage job at a hot dog store i would like to call myself an artist. (ain't i a walking stereo type?) i never leave the house without a sketch book and its rare that i return home without an idea. the passion i have second only to creating, is music. i obsessively soundtrack my life with the proper music to correspond with what going on at that particular time. i love to write music and sing, i've been in a few bands and hopefully ill be in a few more. there has never been a real interest in the popularity contest of it for me- i just love it. i spend most of my time far outside of reality, which is why ive never really had a fondness for drugs (...except for that one time i fucked my life up pretty hard because of em' ha...). I have a supreme ability to laugh at myself, without which i would probably loose my mind. despite that fact that i have always felt uncomfortable in social situations i have miraculously assembled a small group of (as far as i am concerned) some of the most remarkable humans to walk the earth, they do a wonderful job of distracting me from my insecurities most of the time.

for now, at 18, i am "upgrading" high school (haha). reluctantly living in my mothers basement until i graduate in February, theres really no gracious way to say that ahaa... I fill my spare time with sporadic pursuits of hobbies an interests that tend to die quickly whilst making room for the next one. nd all the while i am working to save up for the adventure i will embark on once all of my current responsibles have been tied up. oh, and I am in love.